life as a form 4 student..
it's hard!..
now i realized that i've not been smiling that frequently since school reopen..
some of my friends said that i'm more serious compared to those days..
i wan't the old me! not this serious me!
well.....i also realized i'm always sad than happy..
T.T har..what can i do???? always feel like cryyin..

in the class, as a monitor, how could i make noise and mess up the class?
i hv to call them to keep quiet..everyday..repeat and repeat and repeat..
it's boring!

choir-
the new student are so stubborn!
they aren't willing to learn...
which made me so mad~~~
during society, i'm angry because they don't pay attention what teacher's sayin..
yeah, i'm angry again...
life is quite meaningless living like that right?

i have to change everything!
make it right!
oh..all the best to me~~

there's also something that have been confusing me...
it's my feelings...
ah..i don't know what i'm thinking~~

i kinda talked with songling today during lessons..
well, i told her some stuff that hv been confusing me....
and now i still don't what to do....
should i forget or face it....
well....let time tell everything....